Close your eyes because there's nothing to see
Shut your mouth because there's nothing to say
Cover your ears because there's nothing to listen
Wipe yours tears because there's nothing to cry about
Fold your hands because there's nothing for you open to
Yet..you can't turn off your mind because there's no switch

i undertand u more or less..however this is a more than a pinch or a sting, it throbs, it sinks in, it penetrates into a deep hole.. like cancer..it spreeds..everything changes.. BUT this isn't how it's going to end.. play the piano with the c note..

Sept. 27: i just woke up frm all the noises in the world!..like the whole building's alarm went off (well nxt door), cant sleep anymore! sigh*

Sept. 26: i got super bored! bought books for my classes..$225..however, im missing 3 more books, so total comes out to be like 300-400? im broke!..haha

Sept. 25: I moved in to my dorm..you would not believe what maggie and my family did..move this and that around..it was hectic..but we finally had it the way we wanted..very unique!..haha..moving all that stuff was soo tiring..nd the funny thing is..me nd maggie has more stuff than kerry nd amity..if we move to ucsd..it will be like we really need the uhaul..haha

sept. 19: i woke up today at 8 in the morning, something i have been doing lately..sigh* days seem to go by slower than usual. I have seven more days til i can move in to davis..i was excited about it, but now it just..blah..kerry and amity left for UCSD already..man i miss seeing them..although i talk to them like almost everyday..hope everything will work out with them.. as for me and maggie..well we only need a refrigerator..other than that we are all set..wait..and a cord for the printer..yawn* im stilll sleepy..hehe later on today i hope ill be awake to go shopping with maggie and andrea..heh

sept. 18: i stayed home the entired weekend well except when i had to go get something but..life isn't suppose to be that boring..but this week ill make up for it..everyday im out!..haha the moon was very pretty yesterday..it was my daddy's bday aug. 15...same as mine! =D except his is in the chinese old calendar..i dunno how that works but yea.  it was also the chinese moon cake festival day.. i had moon cake..it was good.. and the did i mention the moon was very pretty?..haha i did.. yup.

sept o7: i got my mircrowave now we need a minifridge! (what else are we missing magge?!?! =P)

sept o8: maggie and nd mike came over, i made fried rice for maggie..nd it was the bomb! then she fell asleep while i was watchin "Initial D," yes maggie, i have it at home, nd it was the first time watching it! haha then went shopping with mike for his backpack..which i picked..muahhaha =D i love maggie and mike because they are the love of my life!!